How can guys make life so amazing at one time and then at others make it so hard.
I'm a teenage girl so I'm obviously going through all the "guys, friends, rumours, bitching" thing, which is really annoying. Let me introduce my life. . .
I have a boyfriend called Lachlan and he is unbelievably caring, but honestly, I hate to sound up myself, but I am way out of his league and he gets REALLY annoying!! People say I'm popular, pretty, great singer, great body, a lot just compare me to Quin from Glee (apart from the pregnant part, haha). My friends get jealous because the guys they normally like, like me. I get called sl*t, whore, many things but if you where in my shoes you would see me COMPLETELY different to how others do. My mum and dad still think i'm the goody two shoes of the world, which can be good, accept they think i hate parties and when ever I want to go to one they just think that I'm going to extreme measures to fit in and don't let me go. I'm a very loud and confident person but always too scared to tell people what I really think of them (I don't have the heart to hurt people's feelings). I work a a local donut shop and my boss says I'm his best worker. I LOVEEE meeting new people, especially friends that stay in my life for a long time.Well that's just a brief description and now I'll go on with the problem I need a bit of help with. . .
If i don't get enough "love and affection" from my boyfriend, I seek it from others (I cheat on him). I know I'm supposed to feel bad a bout it but some how I don't. I know you are all thinking "What a bitchy sl*t" but I really want you to understand. :(
Does anyone have any advise on what to do about it, maybe something to make me feel bad about it?
Brittany Jane xo
